Wow! I am sitting here on the couch and wondering where Christmas went. Blye has a new Woody doll from Toy Story 3 and is watching the movie right now. There are remnants of packages and their contents placed all over the living room. We all have new luggage for Germany thanks to Santa and I am really starting to get nervous and anxious and well I don't know what else. As some of you know I had a ticker that was a little different than this one that I found this morning. I am now wondering why I found this one. It counts to the second and I am really wondering if I really wanted to know it down to the second. I am sooo excited sometimes and then all I can think about is what can happen or won't happen and I am scared to death. You know this is definitely the closest thing to the emotions that I felt when I found out when I was pregnant with his tiny little self. We have an MRI next week to prepare for this and then it is off to setting up all of the therapy sessions when we get back. I am starting a long list of TODO'S and right now all I can think is there really is not enough time. I know that things will go into place, and we have been so blessed for everything else to fit together to easily. I guess it just comes down to the fear of the unknown and how much it will affect you. I KNOW that this will change our lives forever, but the magnitude is just not measured yet. I guess just sitting hear after preparing for such a big holiday and then it be over so quickly I just can't help but wonder if this big milestone in our life will feel the same.
I guess God will show us, huh?
1 comment:
Andrea, I find it so amazing how you have dealed with this. God is with you, I wish you Blye and Gary ( Tiny ) The best of luck on your journey.
LOVE and HOPE,
Kaitlynn Prelle
(Blyes big buddy)
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